I stare at the frosted window, peering deep into my soul
But only nothingness did I see
I look into the mirror, hoping to find myself whole
But instead, a monster greeted me.
Black roses are dead
Wilting violets a dull hue
All laid on your lonely grave
As I say goodbye to you.
Sometimes I imagine if I ever suddenly disappeared
Would it even matter, would they notice I’m not here?
But no matter how much I wish, and no matter how I feel
I know it’s just simply impossible, and I never will.
>A BEAUTIFUL LIE<
A lovely dress to cover up the scars and wounds that they all despise
Thick makeup to hide my washed-up face and swollen eyes
A mask of happiness to muffle out my painful cries
And now I’m finally finished:a very beautiful lie.
>A FUNERAL FOR THE LOST<
Lighted black candles and a blazing chromatic pyre
Seraphs, in chorus, mournfully singing dark requiems desire
Roses, faint of blood, sharp thorns ready to wound
A funeral for the lost, a shadow mourning under the moon.