Here I lie forever, sorrow still remains
Will the water pull me down and wash it all away?
Come and take me over, welcome to the game
Will the current drag me down and carry me away?
Suddenly the light begins to fade…
I was severely fragile
And I let you drop me
Maybe if I was more agile
I won’t be broken, maybe.
The water is scalding hot
Their tempers are boiling
Hate spilling over the pot
It’s time for me to jump in.
Your sunshine is quite radiating
Smile lambent, aureole, sincere
But your heat got overwhelming
And tore holes in my atmosphere.
Delusional, schizo, a crazy mess
Insults as I indulge in my fantasy
If I can swim through happiness
Why drown myself in cold reality?
I wouldn’t swallow my own pride
For once, I said I’d rather be dead
Thus I stood my ground foolishly
And ended up choking on it instead.