Gears grinding and churning
At the pits of my stomach
There’s a chill down my spine
And a coursing panic attack
My teeth grit and shatters
Against a nitrogen injection
Mind a diluted lukewarm water
Jittery like a drug addiction
There’s toxic in my capillaries
It’s smothering my fluttery chest
Why the fuck do I get this anxious?
I know you’re just putting me to the test.