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metal & skin (xv.)

hands trembling as i’m

standing silently in the

locked bathroom stall

fists clenched and slam

bruised, with tiles loose

my eyes never waver as

i have a staring contest

with the grinning razor

but i have a bad feeling

that i’m about to lose.

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letters to s.d.: fragment #3 {selfish}

why can’t i fucking keep [REDACTED] from [REDACTED] the world?

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please save me

when i don’t wanna

be saved, ‘cause

i just can’t be saved

i’m too damn weak

i’m too fucking tired

i’m just wasted away

i’ve spent nights

screaming at the top

of the balcony

until my lungs beg me

to calm the hell down

you told me not to do it

but temptation crushed

me in its serpentine hold

and why do you care?!

i’m not worth your time

i’m not worth any of

your vocal paintings

in lacquer and grey

i know you’ll never

write songs for me

when i am hurting

or when i am lonely

or when i’m miserable

and hell, all three

effects simultaneously

and i know you

won’t stop singing

even when i’m gone

your serenades are never

mine to hide to myself

as a decadent secret

i’m just not, you’re just not.

but why?

why do you keep the

rusty razors from dancing

on my leather heart?

why do you make me

vain to feel every pain

when i loathe emotions

and it hurts even more?

why do you keep me

awake all night, like a

paranoiac insomniac, but keep

me alive all damn day?

why do you make me

believe you wholeheartedly

when you softly say

“darling, you’ll be okay”?

why do you make me

laugh as i start to cry

and cry as i start to laugh?

why? why? why?

why do you even try?

why do i even lie?

why is it always you?

why do you keep me from fucking dying?

and why don’t i fucking care?

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why [REDACTED] listening [REDACTED] shit?

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Cost of Conflict; Payment of Peace

Peace comes with a price

Love is tantamount to war

Soldiers are paid with lies

And the families with scars

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Tidal waves of bloodshed

Drowning under cold ashes

Children with bullet wings

Hoping that the pain passes

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Cost of a worldwide unity

Crippling the very society

Nothing but anaemic irony

Applause for our humanity!

.

But buried under the money

Under the riches and honey

Is a pure faith for everybody

A better life and community

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Where rivers aren’t tainted

The sky’s free of nuclear rain

Where children can rejoice

Without worrying about pain

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Peace comes with a price

Love is equal to harmony

Soldiers paid satisfaction

And a gregarious country

.

Peace, it’s an expensive game

Dictated in each of our names

If it prevails as a singular truth

Then it will be all for its worth.

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