You’ve got to quit your little charade
And join the freak parade
Now that your road has been paved
From conception to your grave
There are enormous things to do
Others’ practices to eschew
To be better than you is impossible to do
But the world won’t stop without you!
~*~
sin after sin
vice after vice
piling them all in
i’m done playing nice
underhanded pains
underage drinking
do i give a fuck
i’m slowly sinking?
being sober is too taxing
feeling is such a drag
overthinking is caustic
my heart is making me gag
bitter tastes good
and wrong feels right
let’s screw up my system
one by one tonight
one for flesh, mutilated
two for kidney, bathed in salt
three for liver, fried away
four for system, sleep default
five for the soul i thought
i could finally save then
but i revert into misery
again and again and again
where’s the harm
in a little indulgence
when all life’s given you
is bullshit and nonsense?
don’t know what i’m doing
i don’t want to even mind
all i care about is transgressions
and i’m falling behind
so numb i couldn’t even feel
the sound of my voice
and i laugh without smiling
a horrible fucking noise
trying to forget the mistakes
that i tallied in crimson
i’m cutting my pain in half
taking advice from king solomon
because innocence is fragile
and soon it will goddamn shatter
until your regretful stupidity
is all that even matters
sin after sin, vice after vice
it gets better they say, but fuck, it’s all lies
and i’m only trying to have some fun
in a hellhole of an existence that offers me none.
~*~
You’re only as elegant as your actions let you be
A piece of chaos related phylogenetically
To every living organ system, they’re siblings don’t you see
The earth rotates and will revolve without you constantly.