My alligator blood is starting to show
I know that you know that, I know that you know
Can’t call a bluff with a dead man’s hands
Put a gun to my head and, paint the walls with my brains
Put a gun to my head and, paint the walls!
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I want to set beautiful, dangerous, cataclysmic fires
And fuck the walls up with profanities and paint
I want to stab the living shit out of someone
To control, devastate, and cause trigger-happy taint
I want to do drugs, get hammered, and get busy
With sordid bedroom activities and a paid-for rancid honey
I want to get inked all over my ugly mess of a face
And pierce a thousand rusty needles at every blank place
I want to incite vengeance towards my sorry enemies
Start a fight and start a riot, bad enough to provoke armies
I want this screwed system to get fucked and change
To use lethal weapons freely, of guns and hand grenades
I want to just do whatever the fuck I want to do
Without getting screamed or bitched at, boo-fucking-hoo
I want to be myself, and to crush this cookie cutter mentality
To not give a damn if they think I’m just so bat-shit crazy
I want to be unrestrained, from society’s choking grasp released
To serve my unfair fate and for once, do myself some justice
I want to lose all my control just so I could take it back
For the humanity and the decency and the morality that I lack
I want to be self-destructive and be fueled by nothing but pure hate
And take some goddamn bastards down with me as I detonate
Life fucking hates me anyway, I just want to cause chaos and anarchy
What have I got to lose? I’m just fulfilling everyone’s easy stereotype of me.
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Cut me up and wear my skin
Show me how to live
Tear me down, clean me up
Now spill my fucking guts
Just help me find a way!