Please won’t you push me for the last time
Let’s scream until there’s nothing left
So sick of playing, I don’t want to anymore!
The thought of you’s no fucking fun
You want a martyr, I’ll be one
Because enough’s enough, we’re done!
Abandoned brains dripping on the cold spiral staircase
My crumpled train station tickets wiped them all away
The nights were as sober as 5 AM Jack on the rocks
Reset reverse repose and smash a hammer on the clock
You’re like a spoke in my heart, like nails through my teeth
Let’s slow down the sound of pain, ’cause you taste so sweet
I’m like the chlorine in your skin, like the poison in your cure
Maybe I’ll inject the moonshine once again just to be sure
You’ll never see my face in the movies as you always should
But babe it’s tough to dwell on the surface of Hollywood
Endgame of a bloodless artery, and I’m the rebel subsidiary
I’m the heart attack in your nightmares until you wake me
Am I confusing? Or complex? Am I the nuclear home you wrecked?
Are you the cannonball that hurtled past and broke clean my neck?
Breaths frosting over glass like a harsh blizzard in the winter
If I’m the martyr dying on a cross, then maybe you’re the sinner
You mixed suicide in my bloody scotch and you left me to rot
If I’m jumping off the bridge, then you’re my second thoughts
You’re the puppy crush love and I’m the old dog you put down
You hanged me by my collar in the gallows with a silent frown
We were screaming at each other in the most perfect harmony
If you were crying or laughing at the end of the line, I can’t see
You dosed my soul with whiskey and you sang a metal lullaby
And when I passed out from the hate, you crept out, no goodbye
So listen, wake the fuck up! Who the hell are you to die on me?
If you’re searching for some peace eternal, then I guess I’m sorry
I wrote your name on my mutated wrists with a blunt safety pin
And the scars on my lips won’t fade away anytime soon, darling
So don’t you go away now! Who the fuck are you to fall apart on me?
The razor blades in my throat won’t be swallowed with your fake sorry
This turbulent liquid passion made us crash on the tides and capsize
But if there’s a heaven waiting baby, then it won’t have a place for your lies—!
You told me think about it, well I did
And I don’t wanna feel a thing anymore
I’m tired of begging for the things that I want
I’m over sleeping like a dog on the floor
Imagine living like a king someday
A single night without a ghost in the walls
We are the shadows screaming take us now
We’d rather die than live to rest on the ground!