Let’s spill into my bedroom and leave the lock open
I want your neon bones to glow against mine
You’re the only mess I won’t hide away in my closet
You’re the reason I always oversleep every night
My mind’s getting stretched out into a thin veil
So much so, that you could see through my thoughts
Is it immodest, love? Is it too vulgar to even care?
You said you’ll be a martyr but you don’t believe in God
Exposed to the acrid winter, still shrinking and shivering
I’d find it abhorrent if I wasn’t the one lost to a blizzard
Crawling for your warmth, your doors were never open
Would you leave it ajar for me, or leave all the lights shut?
But I won’t be the letdown that you’ll stand on and fall
And I just never know myself like I knew you at all
This chemical decadence is rotting my plastic heart
Convulsing my fragile veins as it’s tearing me apart
But I’ll spill into your bedroom even when it’s locked
I need your neon bones to extinguish against mine
You’re the mess I love to count when I’m not feeling tired
And the only reason I oversleep just to wake up every night.