While you stood over the pavement
I was biting the curb
Sick entertainment, but I’ll bet it feels good
Can’t bear to wash out the wasted time
Between your lips and mine…
You and I are simply wasting nascent time in a universe that was never built for two
Parallel worlds and black holes are the more befitting sets for this tragedy play of rue
When we parted and said our dead goodbyes, roses wilting on a cold eve of November
I asked you, in the midst of the howling wind and chasmic rain, darling, do you still remember?
Do you remember the sugary whispers you uttered before you sounded a guttural scream
Against my ear, an act of raw violence tearing against the veneer of saccharine seams?
Do you remember the harsh music we made, the orchestral cacophony growing louder
With the accompaniment of shattering sounds as we threw vinyl records at each other?
Do you remember the cross of my trembling pallid fingers, stained with bitter nicotine
When I huddled in the shadows of a church confessional, and prayed silently, kneeling?
Do you remember, dear, the sagacious sacrament of sins I spilled from my rotten mouth
Do you remember love, when you told me coldly that a million prayers it won’t have to make up?
Did you witness, when I put a silver bullet in my brain and mercury replaced my tears?
With the acrid grey gun smoke clashing against your wispy careless cigarette tendrils
Do you still keep that wispy lock of your blonde angel hair that I used as my noose?
Did you see when I lay broken on the downtown boulevard, lacerated, marred, and bruised?
Did you realise our souls were perpendicular, wounded hands clambering against
We were just mastering the art of miracles and reaching for some dumb luck heaven sent?
Did you recall falling away in a ravine, and the light drizzle of upsidedown bitter tears
Darling, can you still taste on your red tongue the crimson and cobalt stormy smears?
Do you remember all those jovial days playing chase in the verdant butterfly garden
When it was perfect; I was your protective Adam and you were my ravishing Eden?
Now love, do you still have the poisonous serpentine apple lodged in your choking throat?
When you bit at the forbidden temptation and blamed me solely, said our curse was my fault?
Do you remember those days? Do you remember what went wrong? Won’t you tell me darling?
All that sweetness of our emotions that grew into a dark cavity, destroying, decimating, decaying?
Tell me all you can think of, in this biography, for I’m bleeding raven ink stains, blotting your pale paper skin
We’re writing a fantasy book of us, false reality scribbled on the yellowed pages, a befitting tragicomedy for other fools to be entertained.
So c’mon and swing it back and forth just like
My heart is on a pendulum tonight
I only wanna watch your clouds
Linger in the darkness
Oh, can’t you feel it?
You’re feeding on my restless soul
Oh, can you see that
It’s never enough, it’s never enough…