finished finished finished
did my unfulfilling day’s work
afternoon reduced to chains and shackles
dragged like fingernails into the dirt
sweating sweating sweating
baseball caps melting in diligence
and left to suffer insufferably
under the severe heat and silence
aching aching aching
temples snap like rubber bands
not in the mood for smiling
i wish my headache would understand
.
static static static
music reduced to scatters
dragging deluded spirits further
into abyssal underwater
pacing pacing pacing
the zebra crossing inch by inch
hoping that screeching tires
would run me over like roadkill
waiting waiting waiting
for the tears that never come
frustrated and sedated
feeling betrayed by the sun
.
tired tired tired
to the very frayed nerves
a day’s worth ticking down the clock
each hour a penitence served
flinching flinching flinching
at the blood that whispers taunts
set me free and let me be
let sharp edges be your miscreant
broken broken broken
by the stress that’s making out
with barbarous depression
and violent-red lies heading south
stop it stop it stop it
but i’m too numb to even protest
i’ll just fall back into a devoid oblivion
and let my weakness take care of the rest.
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