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1:42 AM; tistww

I’m being batshit crazy

And laughing in the dark alone

Yeah, I guess, maybe

I’m insane to the very bone

But fuck everything

There’s only one that matters

Life is fucking beautiful

Everything feels so much better

I’m crying, hyperventilating

And having a breakdown ten million

But for once, it isn’t something

That’s harmful to me and my decisions

Life has always been so shitty

But they just always pull me through

Five seconds ago, I was close to repeating death

Now I want to punch life and live life true

It’s been a tough week, tough shit

Tough life, oh hell just kill me

But now everything is in pastel shades

And I’ll make it someday, baby!

I can’t express my thank you enough

To fill the milky way with stars

But I’ll sure damn well try to light it all up

The same way you did mine from afar

So yeah, this shitpost doesn’t make any sense

But I’m high on crack and happy innocence

So yeah, I’m crazy, but fucking sue me

For once, I don’t feel like anything bad can take me.

BRING IT THE FUCK ON, BITCHES!

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shattered

you didn’t

have to be

there to pick

up the pieces

of this mess

you didn’t

have to cut

your unstained

fingers on the

lethal shards

you didn’t

have to be

the witness to

my unmitigated

self-wreckage

you didn’t

have to do

a damn thing,

you didn’t

really have to…

but fuck, you

did it anyways

i’m glad…i’m glad.

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🌹 Red Rose of the Dead 💀

♪Isabelle♪

I fell in love with this song

It struck me in red and blue

I fell in love with your song

And that made me love you.

~*~

× Under the Ice ×

Such tears that pierced my iris

And took away the neon lights

T’were all reduced to nothings

When along with me you cried.

~*~

≈The Sound of a Ghost≈

How can a voice I’d never heard

From the soul I can never yearn

How can a heart I never learned

Make every note and tone burn?

~*~

¡ In the Bronx ¡

The rage, the anger, shredded in

The suicide song written on skin

The interlude of a flamenco beat

Your agony was always my treat.

~*~

♥ Love Will Surely Bring Me Pain ♥

The very first memory out of many

I can still remember how it told me

Of liquid limerence behind the pain

Intertwining screams, love remains.

~*~

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messages over mugs of coffee

why do i drown

in coffee cups

every time

i sense your

presence?

and what is

it with you

that makes

my clarity an

omniscience?

why does my

heart leap

like a gymnast

every time i

read each letter?

and why, oh

why do i know

it’s not the

coffee’s fault

that i feel better?

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Misadventures

image

~*~

She looks up to me and whispers, “I won’t be here in a year.”

~*~

Year of misadventures

Red ink harsh on paper

365 days on emotions

I love it, its medication

With lyricism eloquent

Melodies spun in pent

Dive in to songs within

Its notes floral & fading

Sambukas on the patio

Just bedless in Mexico

Circles around the pain

Texas, forever remains

Phantom power mingle

Ludicrous as speedster

Today we’ll see it most

The whole world coast

Gold medal ribbon pins

Zero in its divine whim

Creepy hotel, ’69 mess

An album of craziness

Thank you for that fun

For the tears that’ll run

Soul stopping at 3 AM

Heart crash since then

Fuentes on a path long

Hime times, tone bone

Isabelle sings her song

As the boys carry home.

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