…I can hear the children talking , screaming you’re a wreck
If you think you’re so convincing, where’s your self-respect?
Hello, my old friend
It’s been a while since we last met
I know that may have shattered you into a million pieces
But I’m sorry for that, that won’t happen again, I promise
I forgive you. So how is your life?
Still overflowing with endless torture and strife?
How are your friends? How is your family?
Are they still stabbing your back? Treating you as an enemy?
Oh yes, absolutely, they haven’t changed a bit
They still trod over me and make me feel like shit
Um, that promise I made? Yeah, you can tell
I still haven’t fought back, and surprise! They still give me hell
I see you still have those scars, and some new ones too
And your eyes are still bloodshot and lifeless
Your hair looks like it hasn’t touched a brush, it’s a mess
Or is your life even messier than that, true?
I know, I know, I look like a big train wreck
What can I do? It’s even worse than before
My mind’s in shambles, I’m a walking accident
If I can’t rearrange myself, d’you think to my life I could do so much more?
Ah, I meant no offence at all, so sorry
Maybe I started out a little too heavy
Sorry once again, but pray tell go on with your story
Perhaps maybe you’ve got good news to tell me?
Well…I’d be lying to you if I try to be positive
Just look at me, talking to you, barely trying to exist
Well, good news, I stopped eating colorful pills for breakfast
But I replaced it with bullets instead; the taste of death lasts
That’s barely good news, but I really couldn’t blame you
I know what you feel, I know what you’re going through
I know I’ve said this a million times, but you won’t listen
Please try to survive, please live, don’t get dragged down by them
God, are you seriously listening to yourself right now?
You’ve said the same fucking thing over when we last talked!
Have I changed? Have I gone for the better? Hell no!
Stop preaching to me, you hypocrite, you know that ain’t how I walk!
Calm down, please, I’m not the villain here
Stop banging your fists against the glass, you’ll only hurt yourself
I’m your only ally, you and me against the world, remember?
If you refuse my gospel, then who are you gonna cry for help?
Sorry, no, I didn’t mean to be so angry
It’s just that…just that no one cares anymore about me
Sure you’re the only one, and you couldn’t even dry my tears
I’m turning schizophrenic, it’s just as I feared
There you go again, stop planting doubt in your mind
I’m as real as imagination can get, as you could easily find
Let the idiots think whatever, let them spread their slanderous lies
Just as long as you know it isn’t true, because humans do little otherwise
Ah, I think I hear my mother screaming from downstairs
Yelling something about my blood on the wall, or some mistake I made
I’d hate to leave you now and cut this off shortly
But I still have to return to my own wonderfully shitty reality
Oh shame you have to go, well, goodbye then
It was so nice to have a proper chat once again
But please, one last thing, for me, for you, just try your best to live
Because I tell you, dear girl, the other side of the mirror ain’t as good as you think.