What are they saying, I’m not raw?
What the fuck you take me for?
All the sudden you hear what
I’ve said a hundred ways before?
I been pushed, I been trapped
Drug myself through hell and back…
The euphony and the madness
Calling out to the sane and the sadness
Conjuring up emotions I forgot I had
And when I have it, I have it bad
I don’t want to be down at all
But I don’t think can’t hear you now
As it doesn’t take much to drag me under
I want to be far away from forever
I just can’t figure it out, figure it out
I’m counting on things added by a zero
Pretending there’s a cause to be had
Pretending like I’ll be the next fucking hero
Because here I was, thinking I’m okay
But when the worst gets bad, I don’t want to stay
Here I am still hoping not to run out of space
But the chase got me tripping all in the wrong place
I’ll compose myself when time stops again
Black out all the memories with bitter novocaine
I’ll try to stay sober as I numb out the relapse
Keep the light off my eyes until this overthinking stops.
Sometimes, sometimes you don’t say goodbye once
You say goodbye over and over and over again
Over and over and over again…