then cry, baby

I can taste it, my heart’s breaking
Please don’t say that
You know, when you know
I can’t take it, I’m impatient, tell me baby
Now I know, you should go…

~*~

i used to be

the epitome

of everything

you did to me

but now i look

like you got me hooked

with half a brain

and more than pain

to keep me alive

where open tears thrive

i used to be me

but now i’m just

your fucking crybaby

.

’cause it’s not home

without dead bones

and the dirt in my eyes

to blind all the lies

it’s not funny now

the jokes we had back then

i laughed somehow

while you stretched my skin

until someone else

took my place

i wasn’t me

until i was just

your fucking crybaby

.

but now my face

has surpassed the storm

of your pure disgrace

and casual scorn

you had me taken

but i have awakened

before i got buried deep

in your funeral myth

what will you do now?

apologise like it’s true

but you’re not me

and i won’t be sorry

for a fucking crybaby.

~*~

I know I’ll fall in love with you, baby
And that’s not what I wanna do
I hope you won’t ever lie to me, and
If you do, I know I won’t be your cry baby…