Hopeless; soft sigh of my shamelessness
Almost anechoic now, rather hurting your
Perfect prelude as you cross nocturnes into
Plaques of deception, I crave the vicious way
You crept under my closed eyelids and let my
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Bloodstream clog up with letters of your name
Infected and depleted, frantic and lovesick like
Redbones and restless sentiments as I befall back
To the insomniac midnight runs that broke in my
Head like it was just another swollen, gaping scab
Daring me to pick at it, to pick it up, to pick you out
And spill my thoughts all over the ceiling’s leaky holes
Yes, you are and will be the only one, begotten wonderer
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Arrogances forsaken—! I vehemently collide directly into
Never, never again, never yours, never there, never more
Distal anoxia, stiffly reaching out, these hands—fractured
Your staccato rings out to alarm the wolves, for I am to your
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Carrion as you are to my crudely-preserved trophy head displayed
Iridescent phantom may you be yet afterlife barely transpired, just a
Zeitgeist fleeing the tides under the midst of November’s temper bloom
Enamoured harshly to your facsimiles and facades and fastidious blues
Keeping worn-down stars in my pocket for another year lost again to you.